Scott Thomas Outlar, April 2016

The Swarm

 

 Blackbirds envelop the green grass

across the street

early in the morning,

moving together in a cluster of fluttering wings.

I shift my position in bed

to gain a better view,

now squatting and looking out the window

as the dark wave gains a new tide

and comes shrieking and soaring as one blanket mass

straight toward me.

 

For a brief moment I fear

the yawning grave is finally calling me

back to the dust, dirt and ash

from whence I once came,

but then, in unison, the wave breaks,

the aggressive wings grow calm, and

the swarm settles down

as it lands now in my front yard.

 

I exhale and smile.

The beauty of chaos shifts

as order is reclaimed in my respite –

the reaper has granted my reprieve;

and though I know he will surely

one day come hunting for me,

whether it be with a merle of blackbirds,

a murder of crows,

a wake of vultures,

or one-on-one, all alone, with his scythe in hand,

at least for now I can lay back

safely and soundly in my warm bed,

knowing that while I dream about the future,

it will be the worms, outside in the cold,

that serve as today’s sacrifice to the cycle.
 

Making It up as We Go

 

Sitting on the front porch in December,

one week away from Christmas,

and finally the weather has become crisp

as chilled air swirls against my face.

 

Sipping on stale coffee

and smoking the day’s first cigarette,

seeking a slight buzz

that might pull forth a few decent poems.

 

Singing birds chirp in the trees,

giving me the next line to write

as I lose myself to their rhythms

and transcribe the voice of nature.

 

In all honesty,

I’ve not a clue what they’re saying,

but I’m a poet

which means I’m good at lying…

Scott Thomas Outlar hosts the site 17Numa.wordpress.com where links to his published poetry, fiction, essays, and interviews can be found. His chapbook “Songs of a Dissident” was released in 2015 through Transcendent Zero Press and is available on Amazon. His full-length collection “Happy Hour Hallelujah” is forthcoming in 2016 through CTU Publishing.
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