{"id":1817,"date":"2012-10-22T14:48:20","date_gmt":"2012-10-22T14:48:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fullofcrow.com\/poetry\/?page_id=1817"},"modified":"2012-10-22T14:48:20","modified_gmt":"2012-10-22T14:48:20","slug":"seamas-carraher1012","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.fullofcrow.com\/poetry\/archives\/seamas-carraher1012\/","title":{"rendered":"Seamas Carraher, 10\/12"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>The Assassin&#8217;s Shot<\/strong><br \/>\nFor Orsola Casagrande &amp; Antonio Gramsci<br \/>\nwho wrote many letters<\/p>\n<p>Then it has come.<br \/>\ni have shuddered in my fluids<br \/>\nbetween your thighs,<br \/>\nthe ceiling upended and the time passed.<br \/>\n&#8220;Throw it all away&#8221;, i say.<br \/>\nHere&#8217;s birth. A finger. An eye.<br \/>\nHere, with both faces,<br \/>\ni am lost inside things,<br \/>\none foot in the past<br \/>\nthe other rootless in its futures.<br \/>\nLove, they are driving my nerves<br \/>\nin convoys<br \/>\nto the edge of my mind.<br \/>\ni return in the Fall in a littering<br \/>\nlike music<br \/>\nfilling the universe with complaints.<br \/>\ni am inside you and your voice returns to me<br \/>\nthe mystery of my organs<br \/>\nthis tissue erected like a last cry<br \/>\nover the barricades.<br \/>\ni say too:<br \/>\n&#8220;How i am inside my me, love, that&#8217;s inside you,&#8221;<br \/>\nand it is another assassin&#8217;s shot puncturing the dark.<br \/>\nIt can never end.<br \/>\nWe are shouting at the stars<br \/>\nin our marvellous complexity,<br \/>\nthese leaves crisscrossing with veins<br \/>\nall the directions of my life.<br \/>\ni touch myself with your finger.<br \/>\nYou who have called me<br \/>\nin the innocence of your light among the fuses,<br \/>\nyour party membership like another cross<br \/>\nwe carry inside:<br \/>\na confusion of colour.<br \/>\nSomething is moving in here.<br \/>\nBefore the earth unsettles its skin.<br \/>\nThere are no words<br \/>\nfor<br \/>\nthis.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Homeland For The Dead<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Love, i am like a bird among the stones<br \/>\nand my concrete wings<br \/>\nare bursting from your embrace.<br \/>\nSee this junkyard nailed to my face<br \/>\nand i am a man of hats headless among the neon,<br \/>\nanother conquistador in search of a home.<br \/>\nIn this way i wet your lips<br \/>\nand the summer comes inside me<br \/>\nand i am so cruel<br \/>\nin my fighting all these shadows.<br \/>\ni am beating these ruins to death after the missile lands.<br \/>\ni am kicking these corpses at my own dead face<br \/>\nand i am a man launched at the century<br \/>\nlike a ship crashing on the rocks.<br \/>\nHere, then, are the people, an uplifting<br \/>\nof wind among the trees.<br \/>\nNow my hands are in the air.<br \/>\nHow hard to hear with all this noise,<br \/>\ntheir incessant machinery.<br \/>\nThen it is your fingers<br \/>\nand they are opening in my middle<br \/>\nand i am soft and moist<br \/>\nand in the room of my unfolding<br \/>\nthe silence flies away and look!<br \/>\ni am walking once again,<br \/>\nanother miracle in ice and bone<br \/>\nwalking all the way<br \/>\nfrom this cold place<br \/>\ncalled democracy:<br \/>\nthis homeland<br \/>\nfor<br \/>\nthe<br \/>\ndead.<\/p>\n<p><strong>In An Instant Of War, Almost (2)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Like this i am counting the beatings<br \/>\nin the wreckage of your skin.<br \/>\ni withdraw from your wetness<br \/>\nto unleash one last war in violin strings<br \/>\nand floods no plumber can fix.<br \/>\n&#8220;Rest, rest,&#8221; you say to me<br \/>\nbut i am meeting myself<br \/>\nboth man and woman,<br \/>\nin the lost crevices of my parts.<br \/>\nIt is so strange, love, to find myself<br \/>\ni am human! after all this time.<br \/>\ni am unburdening my self between the<br \/>\ncash registers,<br \/>\nthe last of my race<br \/>\nin a season unwinding.<br \/>\nIt is like this for us to speak with our throat cut.<br \/>\nTo unmarch myself into another embrace.<br \/>\nTo stand like a child at the point<br \/>\nof my declaration.<br \/>\nTo say, once, in the revolution of our<br \/>\nnamelessness:<br \/>\nit is over! among the ruins and these suits strung like christmas lights along the avenue.<br \/>\nThis Avenue of Lost Souls.<br \/>\nIn this way, love, it all returns<br \/>\nand you stand like<br \/>\nan angel<br \/>\nat the tip of my desire:<br \/>\nin this instant<br \/>\nwhether it is<br \/>\nyou<br \/>\nor<br \/>\ni.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>S\u00e9amas Carraher was born in Dublin, Ireland in 1956. He lives on the Ballyogan estate, in south County Dublin, at present.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Recent publications include poems in The Camel Saloon, ditch, Bone Orchard Poetry, Istanbul Literary Review and Pemmican. Previously his work has been published in Left Curve (No. 13, 14 &amp; 20), Compages, Poetry Ireland Review, &amp; the Anthology of Irish Poetry.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Assassin&#8217;s Shot For Orsola Casagrande &amp; Antonio Gramsci who wrote many letters Then it has come. i have shuddered in my fluids between your thighs, the ceiling upended and the time passed. &#8220;Throw it all away&#8221;, i say. Here&#8217;s birth. A finger. An eye. 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