{"id":3128,"date":"2017-07-25T00:54:19","date_gmt":"2017-07-25T00:54:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fullofcrow.com\/poetry\/?page_id=3128"},"modified":"2017-07-25T00:54:19","modified_gmt":"2017-07-25T00:54:19","slug":"jariah-ghost-summer-2017","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.fullofcrow.com\/poetry\/archives\/jariah-ghost-summer-2017\/","title":{"rendered":"Jariah Ghost, Summer 2017"},"content":{"rendered":"

…together I…<\/strong><\/p>\n

guided mind may melt
\nfrom the fires of my fever’s hatred
\nmindless moments gifted
\non an altar to the day
\ngray made understandings i have
\nof beating with fists
\nmy meaning into dying
\ndreamless pushers of pale perceptions
\nhating the dreary intentions
\ni have of bleary eyed dedication
\nto the problems of the day
\na distorted hearted vision
\ni have of people being consumed
\nby a black twisting mass
\nspiral nebula i am
\nand a sphere to hold my ideals
\nmy ideas bleed from me forming
\ninto pools of thoughts shattered
\nfrom lack of sleep
\nneed to dream clean haloed understandings
\ninstead of darkened mindstates
\ncreated by a thought i killed
\nnot an hour before
\nof death and darkness
\nfor some unnamed whore
\nadore the direction
\ni ignore your intentions
\nchoking the life
\nfrom a mindless reflection
\ni had as i resurrected these words
\nof absurd interactions
\nforced on me
\nthe same as my shadow follows
\nallow me peace from haunted hatred
\ni have or have not shown
\nfor i alone can find my home a hell
\ni have to leave the world
\nand my soul is formed of fire
\nwater finds me when i thirst
\nthe earth births for flowers
\nwhile the air fills
\nwith thoughts of my freedom
\na slave driven understanding
\nis where i find myself
\nnow I devour my pain
\nso as to make it rain.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

…fearing my delirium…<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

sorting through my delirium
\nwill cause fire
\nfor i fall into this mindless epiphany
\nof an existence with less then faith blind
\ni find science cures the wicked worded
\nintentions of my found direction
\nleaving pools of blood from my love
\ni have for gray made days
\nof absymal mindlessness
\nexplored through the doors
\nof mentally created castles
\nof the mind to find
\nmagic a bleary sort of inibriation
\nto fall upon my hollow dreams
\ni could have had
\ni laugh like liquid from the sky
\nand die when she shuts her eyes
\na vision of haunted hatred
\nfinds knives in pools of blood
\nwithin a burning forest
\ndearest door of perception
\ni hope you have faith
\nin my newest resurrection
\nas lessons include
\ndestruction without motivation
\ndrama without karma
\ni hate most of the graves
\nin this graveyard where i am chained
\nmaking a memory
\nfrom nothing but
\nthe light i collected
\nblessed by angels
\nblessed by demons
\ni scream into mirrors that appear
\nto find my dead happiness
\nto bleed from wolfish teeth
\nwhen i was to eat a faith
\nthat hung from a black tree
\nwhite light night time mind
\ni am a nocturnal nightmare
\ncaring about nothing more
\nthen my heart beating
\nin this season of oh so much change
\nwith a blade i go to sleep
\nto kill the force fed dreams
\ni have found i was made to believe
\nand breathe these needs everyday
\nas a seed to plant this garden
\ni find in am in starving.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Jariah is a poet and visual artist who has had poetry and art in 1000th Monkey, a zine from the Outsider Writers Collective, Full of Crow, Arterialize, Corporeal Flux and more.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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