{"id":524,"date":"2009-10-03T07:23:10","date_gmt":"2009-10-03T12:23:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fullofcrow.com\/poetry\/?p=524"},"modified":"2009-10-03T07:23:10","modified_gmt":"2009-10-03T12:23:10","slug":"mark-masland","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.fullofcrow.com\/poetry\/2009\/10\/mark-masland\/","title":{"rendered":"Mark Masland"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Mark Masland:\u00a0 <em>Jobs and Lovers, Evoking Jeanne Moreau<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Jobs and Lovers<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m cleaning nights at a church<br \/>\nof the same religion I was taught<br \/>\nby Dad, a modest preacher.<br \/>\nI took the job to support<br \/>\nmy now exwife, with whom I<br \/>\nonce shared a life\u2014at least<\/p>\n<p>an apartment\u2014but now only<br \/>\na dog named Moses. Chaos<br \/>\nand the cleansing of toilets<br \/>\ngives way to silent hours,<br \/>\nweeks, which only more flushing<br \/>\nanswer. I pull from the cart<\/p>\n<p>the trash the last guy left:<br \/>\nthe bag swollen with dirty<br \/>\nnapkins and banana peels.<br \/>\nAt the bottom I notice<br \/>\nan empty bottle of vodka<br \/>\nand try to recall if it\u2019s mine.<\/p>\n<p>II<\/p>\n<p>You knocked on the glass door,<br \/>\nlight on blonde hair too angelic\u2014<br \/>\na medieval portrait of Mary.<br \/>\nI checked locks; you stomped<br \/>\nyour cigarette on the stoop.<\/p>\n<p>Before you left, after dark cinemas<br \/>\nand churning bright carousels,<br \/>\nyou taught me to put on my shirts<br \/>\nfrom the inside out, but I still stretch<br \/>\nthem when I pull my arms through.<\/p>\n<p>III<\/p>\n<p>After cutting two hours<br \/>\nto worship at a Zendo,<br \/>\nI rush-clean bathrooms,<br \/>\nmop floors, scrub breathless<br \/>\nto catch up, but attempt<br \/>\nto leave my newfound<br \/>\nBuddhist calm intact.<\/p>\n<p>I cut the lights, but then I<br \/>\nremember my jacket, run<br \/>\ntrembling to get it from the<br \/>\nsupply closet in just this<br \/>\nbleach-stained tee-shirt,<br \/>\nafraid of the god who<\/p>\n<p>raised me, or that he\u2019s<br \/>\na pretty thought as absent<br \/>\nas she is. I drive to my apartment<br \/>\nin restless contemplation<br \/>\nof salvation that comes with<br \/>\nmopping sanctuary floors.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Evoking Jeanne Moreau<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\nShe carries her idols in her pocket<br \/>\nlike they\u2019re still here, her mom<br \/>\nand sister who died before she\u2019d grown.<\/p>\n<p>She feels closest to God when<br \/>\nshe\u2019s hiding from cops, climbing<br \/>\nbuilding walls in Camdentown.<\/p>\n<p>I asked her to be careful, didn\u2019t<br \/>\ntry to slow her down or boss her around,<br \/>\nonly keep her from falling too fast.<\/p>\n<p>But after all, loving is the only thing<br \/>\nwe both know as well as breathing,<br \/>\nSo we were barely friends before<br \/>\nwe slept together. I must admit, I<br \/>\nneeded a light and she was a bonfire.<\/p>\n<p>Safety is not her game, she\u2019d rather<br \/>\nstop time and look into my eyes with<br \/>\na longing only lovers know, and dress<br \/>\nin my tee-shirts and make me chase her<br \/>\ndown crowded streets. But she always<br \/>\nwaits in dark alleys for long kisses.<\/p>\n<p>Drunk at midnight, she fancies herself<br \/>\nan actress, and she\u2019d rather saunter<br \/>\ndown foggy, lamplit streets, smoking<br \/>\na cigarette, boyish as Jeanne Moreau,<br \/>\nswinging her hips in her white cotton<br \/>\ndress\u2014hair dyed red and cropped,<br \/>\neyes as vacant like Marilyn Monroe.<\/p>\n<p><em>Mark Masland was born in New Jersey. He has a BA in Fiction\/ Creative Writing from Lycoming College in Williamsport, PA. His work was included in the 2008 edition of the college&#8217;s literary magazine, The Tributary. He currently lives in Binghamton, NY.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mark Masland:\u00a0 Jobs and Lovers, Evoking Jeanne Moreau Jobs and Lovers I I\u2019m cleaning nights at a church of the same religion I was taught by Dad, a modest preacher. I took the job to support my now exwife, with whom I once shared a life\u2014at least an apartment\u2014but now only a dog named Moses. 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